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Introduction
Chronic illness has taught me that, the cause of being sick has way more to do with what human beings have done to each other than all of the other external “toxins” we so often want to point our bony fingers at. In my misery, I’ve often wished death would swallow me up, but when death came to collect me, I drew a line in the sand and told it I wanted to live.
I’m an ordinary nobody as far as the world is concerned, but as far as eternity is concerned, I’m a Pearl of Great Price. Like a speck of sand (or a parasite) becomes a beautiful, resilient, valuable pearl in a mollusk; the glory of a soul is often formed through irritations that cause suffering. It is through the painful challenges and experiences I have been given that I hope to develop humility, wisdom, resilience, compassion, kindness, and love with each passing day that my physical body is wasting away, so that I might become more beautiful and radiant in glory, like the Jewler who bought me with the costly price of his own life.
My name is Stephanie, and like a child, I have learned I can do lots of hard things even when I don’t want to. Some of those things are recorded here.
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That’s my brainy daughter that I’m so proud of. I don’t know where her smarts come from it sure doesn’t come from me or her dad. Steph you’ve been such a blessing to me and your dad guiding us through his cancer ordeal. Your diligence and digging brought us so much good advice God has blessed us and shown us his mercy and grace through you. You are mine and I am yours forever and eternity!
Steph, you are amazing and I can't wait to read your next installment. You are correct in that you were very good a hiding things. From 2005 to 2008 when I left MKD I had no idea you were struggling with health issues! Not sure what I could have done to make life easier for you at work but I would have tried.